i'm not sleeping

<unenthusiastic hooray>

Lets play a game. Just insert <unenthusiastic hooray> after everything you read…you’ll get the picture. Do it, it’s so much fun! I SAID, DO IT!

• it’s so dark outside now, it feels like it’s time for bed 
• my good news from the doctor, isn’t so good anymore 
• more tests tomorrow 
• my work load is insurmountable, I have 3 freelancers helping me and I’m still swimming in work 
• my office is moving to a new building, I’ll miss my view, I’ll miss having windows
• the concept of death has been gripping me lately to the point where I have small panic attacks, it feels like it’s just around the corner, I don’t know why
• overall, I don’t really like me, it’s just how I feel, I’m not depressed or sad about it, it’s just how I feel for the most part, I don’t know how to change that
• I didn’t realize you could see that I have a polka dot bra on under my shirt, fucking fluorescent lights (to everyone at work, you’re welcome)
• I always get excited about the holidays right around now, in my head they’re magical and lovely, then during the holidays I find them disappointing. For some reason, I bet they’d be more exciting if I lived in the middle of nowhere. 
• I made a mistake making an appointment to get my hair did tonight. Today, 3 people have asked me what I’ve done differently to my hair, it’s been 4 months. The answer is nothing. 
• <unenthusiastic hooray>

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